Chat

My blog is my diary. Yes…it’s in a public domain…so? I am a bit of an exhibitionist….tend to wear my heart on my sleeve. My words…my thoughts…no fear. When I don’t blog….I bottle up and eventually find some other form of release….but finding that release is such a laborious process.

So the past months I have internalised my thoughts to such an extent that I drew a blank. I had nothing to say even when I wanted to…all hot air. So I binged…on Netflix….on beating myself up ….on some major procrastination. I had a mental block….actually maybe I had writer’s block! It is possible that it wasn’t all me! Maybe it couldn’t be helped. Maybe I got tongue-tied just because. Maybe it happens to the best of us (categorising myself eh? Why not?)…So without patting myself on the back for being too chicken to blog …. I realise that somehow I have come unstuck. Not 100% sure how though …. so no self help books in the pipe line! I suppose time is a healer….I actually stopped thinking about blogging. I gave up….thought I would never blog again. Truly never say never works wonders! And by not trying at all my natural inclination to chat has surfaced.

6 Comments

  1. Your thoughts here best described me in the past few weeks. I almost gave up as I took an indifference stance towards penning down the myriads of thoughts on my mind.

    It’s a breath of fresh air to suddenly realise what is at stake here if I jettison my passion. So glad that the soot cleared off my eyes and here I am again.

    May you find the energy and purpose to continue writing. Sending you a big ‘virtual’ hug. 🙂

  2. Keep writing, even when you’ve nothing to say, and even when you think it’s doggy-doo. Well, actually, I can’t tell you to do that. That would be a bit presumptuous of me. More correct to say that I hope you keep writing!

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